There are a million things in the world I want , but all I need is you .

Unpleasant day today , sigh . Things happen again , a big one t me this time . I know that i have not changed a single bit to you , and that this afternoon it's really my fault . But im trying very hard , i really want to change for the better so that it won't be so tough for you . I know im giving you troubles , sometimes irritate you and you got angry . But today .. you're fierce to me due to my attitude . It's also my 1st time i've seen you so angry , never once you're angry with me like today . I know you've sacrifice alot , you've done alot for me . You've tried your best , and yet , i still asked for more . You gave in alot to me , but im still like this . Im always trying very hard to change , but i don't know why i can't . Whenever i can't , i feel so irritated . I'll blame myself for everything , because i can't seem to fufil your needs . I want to fufil your needs , i don't want to give you anymore troubles and make things tough for you . I want to be the girl that you want , your type . I know that it might be hard , but im willing and i really want to be that one and only girl . Today , i've cried alot . I cried because i can't do anything , i can only cry . You said you're leaving me , i cried because i can't let you go , i really can't . You told me you're having a hard time , it is because of me . And it is because of me , you got very furious at me just now . I know that i've made you angry , made you cry , made you unhappy and because of me , you can't breathe in the fresh air . But i've promised you , i won't be like this anymore . I will change , i really will . I also do hope that you won't say that you will leave me , i hope it's the last time .. ILOVEYOU BABYHONEY ♥ .

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Met Boyf aft sch today , and .. nothing much .