I hate the feeling that keeps coming t me , i just don't know why . It simply irriatates me , life is getting difficult for me t live day by day . Alot of things happen , unhappy things happened too . I hope things will change , but not my r/s w you . Things started t get a lil complicated because of me , idw it t happen . Changing my attitude isn't that easy , im afraid that you'll wait till you get tired of me and realise that im not as good as you once thought i was . Others tends t get tired of me , idk why they will , but i hope you will not . Same goes for me , i won't get tired of you . I know that i need t change my attitude as i've promised you , everytime i do some things you don't like , i'll make you angry . You've done so much for me , but i did nth in return . I really don't know what t do , my mind is confused . I hope that you'll give me much more time .. not onl a week . Sigh .. whatever i said just now in the afternoon , im sorry . But yea , im indeed not good enough . I really do want our r/s t last , i really want to be with you till the end . Iloveyou , boy (L) .

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Wellwell , currently listening t songs , chatting on msn w boyf . Im bored staying @ home , hmwk dk how t do ~.~ . Having slight headache , idk why i just feel so stressed . SYF coming in a few wks , gna pesevere till SYF over ! Nxtwk gna have intensive training , i believe it's gna be tiring w hmwk's and sch . Yepyep , shall stop here .