It's saturday , i must say it's not a good day for me . Things happened again and again , and im th one who shld change for th better . Yes , i promised you , but i never even did what i promised . I agree that it's my fault , friends of yours told you smth abt me , commenting about me and you don't like it , i know it's cuz im not good enough , i do know that my attitude sucks , but it's hard t change and im trying hard , i guess you never see that im trying yet . You told that you don't know me well deep inside also as im still in th mids of understanding you too , sometimes you do feel like giving up , it really hurts , it is also because of me .

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Youre getting annoyed and pissed @ me , i know you dontlike it now , i tell you everytime is because im scared that you cant feel the love from me , im really afraid . We quarreled this few days , i know it's torturing for you . Im really trying very hard . You did alot for me , but i haven't done enough for you yet im still asking so much from you . I myself also don't know why am i likethis , you did not said that im not good , but maybe the things you said to me is already hinting me that i should really change . You promised your friends cuz you believed that i will stop all this one day , you find me childish i know , i annoyed you , made you angry , im really sorry , i know i've made you very unhappy . This time i really promised that it's the last time , give me some more time . Would you forgive me .. ? I hope you will , sorry my boy ..

1 more month and i will change ..

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> Thanks (L) .

LASTLY , THERE'S A DUCK IN MY CLASS . EEEEWWW , YOU THINK YOURE DAMNZXC PRETTAY HUH !? OMG , STOP YOUR ACT (: ! WHEN YOUR THINGS ARE GONE , YOURE GONE TOO ;D ! *PUKE* DISGUSTING .