And this post , is for my beloved boyf . I srsly dont understand what you want ? I just hope thyt you'll put yourself in my shoes and think how i feel , it really feels bad alright ? And it's not the 1st time but the 2nd time , you broke my trust for you . Can't you understand me ? It's not like i want it , but you really made me so disappointed in this r/s and you . Reflect on yourself and whatever you did , i never did all this kind of things ever since im together with you . It's like , what have i done wrong and you treated me like this ? It really hurt me deeply , down my heart . I have never cried for a guy so much before and love a guy so much before too , you're the 1st one , get it ? Like srsly , im really upset . I can't even smile infront of my family , hah . Things like this happens , i don't like it . Think of how i will feel can ? I meant it , and you said it forever , do you meant it ? You said you'll change , but have you ? I want everything to go back to how we 1st started , really . Iloveyou alot (L) .